"Everyday, I struggle between what I want to say, and what I should keep to myself. And all the words that come out of my mouth, hurt people. Everyday, I battle between what I want to know, and what I don't. And everything in between in these thoughts of mine, I can't live without them."
I need to pause. I'm not sure why but I think that It's because of this desire to be what others want me to be; which is nothing close to me.
Perhaps, I'll see better when the fog clears inside my head. I'll be listening when the screaming doesn't repeat everything I say. And all that remains me and who I am at the end of the day x